Friday, December 8, 2006

 My first lesbian experience

As you understand here I want to share the impressions my first lesbian experience made on me. In the very beginning I want to make it clear - I am not a lesbian. What is more I am married and I do enjoy sex with my husband…as well as I enjoyed it with other men before marriage…But I tried lesbian sex, and I guess it will become a part of my sex life.

How does it happen? Once I got greeting card from one of my girlfriends Laura whom I hadn't seen for an awful lot of time. I learned two interesting things from this card : first, Laura divorced from her husband, and second - she was a lesbian. I took the first message for a piece of news and the second one for confession.

I must say that I knew nothing about lesbians. I thought that all lesbians could be divided into two types: those who hated all men living in this world and porn stars who passionately (or sometimes even funnily) pretend to be making love before the camera.

Laura was not a bit similar to these women. I had known her since childhood, we spent much time together and even slept in one room. Of course, before she married David we very often got together and discussed our boyfriends….Was she a lesbian than? I refused to believe it…And I began thinking about lesbians…Who they are? Why do they find lesbian sex more enjoyable than making love to a man????

I was browsing the Internet the whole night. I read all articles about lesbians, about their relationships….and of course about their sex…I could not imagine what they could do in the bed, as I was used to sexual intercourse with a man who had penis….I could not even imagine that sex without someone who does not have penis could be enjoyable….

But I realized that there were very many ways through which lesbians could please each other. How could I forget about cunillingus, fingering, sex toys? Well, I use sex toys, truly speaking I have an entire collection of various sex toys: dildos, vibrators, vaginal balls…But foolishly enough I did not know that lesbians used them for making love to each other.

One sex toy especially surprised me much. This was a double ended dildo, and I even saw a picture in which two lesbians were sharing this sex toy….This looked very arousing….And I decided I should try lesbian love. I dared to call Laura and invite her to dinner (my husband was gone on business). Laura said I had better come to her place. And I agreed. And I came to her.

Well, I am not going to describe everything we did….Of course, we did not began making love at once. First she told me much about how she realized she was a lesbian, about her relationships with women, about her fights with husband who did not want her to date her girlfriends….He was a very jealous man, he even got angry when he realized Laura used sex toys while he was gone.

Instead of being glad that his wife did not have sex with another man, he was even about to beat his wife when he realized she used a sex toy instead of his penis…Now I understand why she decided to divorce from him.

We were talking and drinking wine. Step by step our conversation got more and more sincere as Laura saw I was interested in things she was talking about. She showed me the picture of her girlfriend and sex toys she had. I saw she was very glad to feel free, to do everything she wanted.

At that moment I understood why women become lesbians. A woman understands another woman much better than a man, as she knows what a woman wants, , what a woman needs to be happy and pleased both sexually and emotionally….

At that moment I realized: I do want to try lesbian sex. I do want to make love to a person who knows much about my dreams and desires. At least lesbian sex is worth trying. And I tried it….I will tell you about it a bit later. The only thing I will mention now is that it was one of the most wonderful moments in my sex life. Well, it was not a moment, it was a whole night full of love and tenderness.






1 comment:

Iridescent Spirit said...

You cheated on your husband...